Monday, August 27, 2007

had a bad weekend.
was tired, drained enough.
and someone had to make it worse.
man! urgh!

training is making me so tired.
i kind of dread it.
i peeped at her schedule just now
and saw that i will be posted to 3 places
main, bedok and amk.

tests and one project deadline coming up.
man.
sleeepy.
i have to practically drag myself from bed these days.

well anyway..
it's chalet this thursday.
fun-filled day again!
woohooo!
hey stop "vomiting" me!
it will not happen again ok!
sssh!

time's up.
got to remove my mask and
down to bed.

nighty babies!

Friday, August 24, 2007

have been so tired lately.
sleep or no sleep
hai.
is it old age...
or is it just me?

Thursday, August 23, 2007

i just blogged.
and they wiped out the entire thing.
i hate having to blog all over again.
urgh!

any way i was just saying.
i am finally done with er.
after staying up till 6 in the morning.
when i had to get up at 7.
though i am kinda relieved that its finally over and done with.
but yet,
i just keep getting the feeling that it is either
very out of point.
or totally just wrong.
yikes.

training has been cancelled for 2 days.
yest - cos they were no trainers.
today - cos my sup has fever.
i think i am the one who is lagging behind the rest.
but i guess it is a blessing in disguise.
allowing me my beauty sleep.
ha.
but that also means that my training will be pulled back by another few days.

anyway,
i have been unable to tan!
yikes
i am fading fading.
and today of all days i can tan..
the sun decides to hide...

come out come out wherever yu are.....

Sunday, August 19, 2007

day8

he's coming back today.
in exactly about 10.5 hours.

i think i am lookinf forward more to seeing the prezzies
than him.

oops.


i cant rmb a single shit for pm.
damm!

Saturday, August 18, 2007

day 7

yu know
i am so used to not having him around now
that actually
i feel that i will still be able to cope well if he stays on.

but he's coming back tml

so by then,
i should have adjusted my feelings.

wellsohwells.

Friday, August 17, 2007

i just want to freaking scream out loud.






AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


still at day 6

lessons ended early today.
in fact it ended 45 mins earlier.
din even know whya i went for it anyway.
prolly just cos
i am YG and i want to get my worth of that 22k.
bleah.
since it ended so bloody early,
i went back home.
intending to come out later for dance class
and guess what
i nua and slept over it.
how cool.
kept having weird dreams
like how baobeii gave me a call and
told me he has alr touched down on sing
and i think i even woke up to chack if the call was ttue
and eventually fell asleep again.
then this indian person kept calling me.
it was from overseas.
+91....
where is that from?
i rmbed he called to look for omar
and i told him he got the wrong number and he kind of attempted to tell me somemore
but i kap him phone
and the same number called back later.
freaking disturb my beauty sleep
and i still have to pay for yur bloody call.
freaking tomadachs.

hai.
i am still sulking.
hai.
no more partying for this month alr.
sadness.
can i go on a holiday soon?

pls make me work on my er, accounting and pm..


day6 - 2 more days to go

zoukie last night again.
i am glad i went.
cos i think i had fun.
other than all the vomiting and teeny weeny matters
oops.
but it was fun.
it was down to the fantastic four again.
and the music was better.
from the time we went in till the lights came on
the music was damm good.
familiar tunes.
squeezy though.

slept for like 2 hours
and i had to get up for training.
i think i din bathe before hitting the sack
dad was awake by the time i got back.
went into the room quickly in case...
ha

yea.
the boy manage to postpone his return to one day later.
so that means i will only get to see him on sunday.
so that mean sat = tanning.
wooo! my tan is alr 2 weeks overdue.
finally.

akon on sat.
anyone?

well. i wanna go catch a million winks.
so tired.

bye world.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

day3

this week seems so much of a torture.
i cant concentrate in class
my left knee still aching
trying to work as much
trying to complete my ER
trying to studying PM
trying to figure out whether to party tml
trying not to miss him so much

hai.
i have been having cold showers.
i want warm water.

haihai.
i am just frustrated and tired.

u r g h!

Monday, August 13, 2007

day2

first day of the seventh month.
and i din know till yest.
woo.

it seems so far away from sat.
hai.
zouking again on wed?
training at newplace tml.
wonder how it will be like.

a little reluctant to go though.
bleah.

i am so tired
from working for 9 hours.

Sunday, August 12, 2007

anyways,

zouking rocked.
ha.
all the candid things we did.
erms.
if it is what i could rmber.
i knew yeeling gave me and sengs a huge lurveBITE.
she practically just bite us.
and seng's leg was swollen by the time we left zouk.
ha.
that night was enjoyabley.
yet it was also -vomits-.
the male species were horrid.
there were these guys that kept rubbing off.
yucks.
i swore if i was sober then and had a saw in hand,
i will just say goodbye to their ancestral plant.
freak you.
and there were these control freaks
who just grabbed onto me
and force me into their steps.
urgh
i think i was intoxicated the entire night.
thanks to the gin from dxo.

i feel like it on wed.
yikes.


day1

the boy missed his flight yest.
ha.
serves us right for nua-ing till the very last moment.
and the freaking check-in counter staff was not of much help
she just kept going on and on about how it is my fault that we had not come earlier
and yada yada..
while the whole freaking time,
i could have counted on that few last minutes before the gates closed.
she spent like 5 minutes
blaming me.
before she stood up to "try" to see what she could freaking do.
which equals to nothing.
i bet she prolly just walked away and back again later
to fake the help.
not that i am doubting her.
but she should have set down to assist me in solving the problem before trying to blame me the whole time.
I KNOW IT IS MY FAULT ALRITE BITCH!
just shut up and get your ass down to at least try to help me get through.
the least you could do was change yur freaking tone.
urgh!
ashamed to think that such counter staff actually is actually part of the CA family.
man.
luckily the MAS ticketing lady was so much nicer.
right after i told her my problem, she set down to try to search for a solution for me.
and i really feel thankful to her.
she saved my boy's life!
my bad though -
din manage to get her name.

so after all that drama-rama yesterday,
the boy left this afternoon
din really feel any emotion buildup as i saw him through the gates.
but like a couple of hours later
while mugging in the library
i realised i was unable to focus on my Price and Markets.
so much so that I made so many mistakes in the practice paper.
damm.
i think the 3 hours of muggin just now was not of nay help at all.

i miss him so much now,
i can cry.
hai.

11hr30mins since i last saw him
5hr20min since i last heard his voice.
7 more days to go.

Friday, August 10, 2007

the boy is finally about to settle on going back
tml.
yikes.
so fast.
and to think so many freagly irritations prior to buying the tickets.

i am at a loss.

hai.

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

pls let him be well.

pls do.


it started out as a fine day.
just tired.
and excited to see mr sun back in action.

after lecture,
everything just came tumbling.
i was feeling so depressed and tired of everything.
just barely made it till the end of work
for a quick left-over meal.
then came the call.
as much as the news devastated him,
it affected me so much too.

now,
there is nothing i can do
except providing a lean-on for him.
there is so much limits to what i can do for him
and he for that matter.
watching him makes my heart shatter.
never have i seen him like this before.
i was close to tears a few times after i met him after work,
i wanted to make sure he was alright.
really alright.

the emotions he is going through now
is really trying.
being across nations
bonded by flesh and blood.

i finally realised
only when something major happens,
do someone start noticing how much they have neglected that part of them
then,
you start to feel torn apart and blank.
you dont know what to do or think
and your mind just sets you on the worst.
as much as you dun wan the worst to happen,
it is a way of preparing yourself for the worst.

oh dear god,
what can i do for him.
right now.

fairy*

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